This month I had to travel again for work. It’s been interesting so far. While I was in LAX for a layover I had to wait in line to go to the bathroom and I wasn’t sure if I was going to make it. I had to keep taking deep breaths and hope that I would’t have an accident. I could of asked if I could go a head of the ladies in front of me but I’ve never done that before. At least I didn’t have an accident.
My stomach has started acting up the last couple of days. I’m not sure if it’s from PMSing or if it’s because I have to eat out now. Or both. All I know is that it’s affecting me at work and I don’t like it.
I’m also having one hell of a time sleeping. It’s a three hour time difference out here in Ohio than it is in Oregon. I go through bouts of being super tired throughout the day and being awake. I’m also having a hard time sleeping at night which isn’t helping. I just wish I could sleep. It may help with everything else that is going on.
I also have a huge cold sore on my face. I’m not that happy about it. I want it to just go away. I finally got some Abreva last night and I’m hoping that it goes away soon. I need to call my GI tomorrow to see if it’s ok if I can do my Humira injection while I have one. I’m not sure if it’ll be gone by Monday. Although maybe it will be now that I have Humira.
Now, I need to go and work out and I just feel too tired to do it. And I don’t know if I should make myself go or just rest and go to the hotel workout room tomorrow. I was hoping that working out would help me tire out a little bit more so that I could actually sleep but I’m also worried about wearing myself out too much. I don’t think I can really afford to do that right now with how my colon is acting. I could just do a couple of exercises in my hotel room.
I really want to get back into going to the gym regularly. I need to lose the weight that I gained from being on the Prednisone. I got a FitBit to help get me motivated and I’m keeping track of my calories on MyFitnessPal. I just find it hard to stay motivated some times. I miss the energy that I had with the Prednisone. I hate being so tired that I don’t want to do anything.